
I feel Shinsou's eyes on me. My breathing fastens and, as an instinct, I grab one of the pacifiers and place it in my mouth. My breathing slowly regulates.
"Kaminari, why do you have all this baby stuff?"
I flinch slightly as Shinsou says that, tears in the corners of my eyes, pacifier still in my mouth. My instinct is to start sucking on it, so that's what I do.